today, i got a puppy. a teacup chihuahua; no name for her yet. she my new companion, one that will always need me, as much as i need her. my mom bought her for me. i kinda guilted her into it, since she's part of the reason i'll be living alone when i go to atl (don't ask, i don't want to talk about it).
if i put her on the floor, she cries. if i put her in the bed she cries. if i put her in the kennel she cries. sometimes even when she's climbing all over me, she cries. she doesn't cry when she's sleeping next to me and when i'm giving her tiny little body a rub down. i have to fix this, she can't cry all the time. she's going to have to live without me for short periods of time.
her name options so far are:
bambi
wishbone
if u have any more, leave a comment.
i hope she'll help me find happiness again. right now its running away from pressure. its searching for freedom. is it because i'm a trap, a place of no return...a chain? i want happiness, but it eludes me. fml
So I'm thinking you named her by now...she's cute but she will only fulfill the void temporarily. Although times are hard, life is a kick in the butt, think of all the wonderful things you have and all the wonders that are in store for you. Pray!!!
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