tired

today was horrible

i can't exactly pinpoint why

i just felt like i can't do this anymore...or like i don't want to

vision for my classroom...pssht...i barely have a vision for my own life

i'm tired

of crying about these kids

i'm tired

of dreading going to work every morning

today is that day of the week when i quit

i quit.

my soul quit today

tomorrow i pray it is different

smiling for 10 minutes doesn't always work.

it's only temporary.

i'm tired of quitting.

every week there's that day that i quit.

one day i will mean it.

one day i will be just too tired.


tired of:

hearing my name called.
being the only person in the room that knows how much it means for them to get it
feeling like no one is listening
....like no one cares
....like no one wants to know what i have to tell them.
...

of being tired.