i'm just a girl

i realized today...
i don't want to grow up
i refuse to become a boring adult
i'm almost 25% done with this commitment, but actually i'm approaching 90% done in terms of how much energy i have left

i can't wait till thursday...i need a break
i can't wait till this is over...i need a break

i don't want to grow up

i want to raise my coco ...that's really all i want to do

i don't want to go to work

i want to play
i want to laugh
i want to love
i want to eat
i want to swim
i want to run
i want to sing
i want to sleep


ugh...i can't do most of these things at work...i hope tomorrow is ok. i need tomorrow to be ok. usually when i feel bad about working the next day is ok...sometimes its even swell....whatever that means.

i'm just a girl...i want to be just a girl.