it's a great place to be....from (serious note)

a different you, the same day.


today will probably be:

the last time i really get to have a deep conversation with you (in person for sure).
the last time i go on a shopping trip to wrenthem with you (for a long, long time)
the last time you suggest some ugly outfit and i suggest one back (when i actually liked the one u suggested)
the last time i stay up till 6 am by myself for no reason (without you)
the last time i complain about not being able to control the temperature in my own room (in new house)
the last time i think of myself as a college student (at MIT)
the last time i use my little purple suitcase to see you
the last time i laugh hysterically at a commercial and you remind me of my evil laugh (and i laugh harder)
the last time i set foot on disgusting carpet....(this disgusting carpet)
the last time ...is never really the last time. (i hope)

i know i'm coming back for graduation, but it won't be the same...my room will be empty. my family will be here. other people's families will be here. everyone will be busy celebrating. everyone will be happy. THAT'S SO WEIRD!

i know i won't miss the psets. i won't miss the group projects. i won't miss the papers. i won't miss the business of MIT.

but there are definitely some people that i would have never met if it had not been for MIT. for that i am glad. i am most grateful for the spiritual and emotional growth i have experienced since being here (cause i don't think i've really learned that much about science or engineering).

still in search for happiness.
wmr